sinceritea: (lost and looking back)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-02 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's right about one thing: Haru sure doesn't stick around once the last bell rings. Truthfully, she's worked up a tremendous amount of courage to even stay behind and not rush to the roof or her precious flowers. It'll take even more courage to state what she's thinking, let alone find the appropriate moment to voice what she's truly feeling.

She had always known that Akechi-kun hid more than a few secrets up his sleeve, but she couldn't fathom just what he was doing in her father's office, let alone how he had bypassed every security system. She had planned on rifling through her dad's safe to find her immunization paperwork, and as she had walked in, her sleeves had brushed past something solid - something that had materialized into Akechi Goro's arm.

His quirk was still a mystery to his classmates. They had even taken bets on its true form, back in the beginning of the year. Haru had voted for some form of clairvoyance, given how he seemed to know everyone's next move before they did. Yet that hadn't been the case, and she's at a loss as what to think, let alone how to even question her own classmate. She's not a lawyer, nor is she a fledgling detective.

She's also not stupid enough to think he doesn't know why she's confronted him. She doesn't need empathy to understand how he's feeling, given how rarely she sticks around campus. So she nods at his statement, holding onto the desk behind her for support. ]


I guess there's a first time for everything. [ How should she begin... maybe just straight up admitting it? Right out of the gate? ] Though you know, this makes it the second time in a row we've run into each other.
sinceritea: (remember how we stayed up)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-04 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Of course he'd deflect, and pretend that she had been referring to something else altogether. Haru furrows her brow as she smooths the wrinkles in her shirt, unconsciously handing over part of her cards as she avoids his gaze. She wasn't referring to their classes, let alone gym or lunch period...

Yet doing so would change the entire nature of their conversation, and he's already moving onto a discussion about their class ranking. Haru hadn't given their rankings much thought to begin with, if she's honest. It had netted her a nice, cushy position in the top five, but outside of exam study sessions and the potential of studying business in college, she hadn't given her education full consideration. She would study with Makoto after school (the perils of befriending the student council president who genuinely and wholeheartedly cared for their grades!), lest she fall to the danger of cramming for an exam the night before. Makoto made it worse, with her purposefully amplifying her disappointment and scorn if Haru missed a lesson - and she knew, absolutely knew, that Mako-chan was doing it on purpose.

Every person's emotions swirled around them differently, Haru had noted years ago. Makoto's, for example, rested right on her sleeve; she cared for others far more than her prim demeanor would allow her. Now, as she looks back at Akechi, she's realizing that he's the same way. A pleasant smile, a calm voice, and yet, his blood was boiling over with rage at one mere touch.

She couldn't project her comfort fast enough, let alone long enough to make much of an impact, but it was too vivid of a memory for her to forget. She should've realized a lot, lot faster that someone so charming had more than a few secrets up his sleeve. ]


I can't think of anyone that hasn't heard of them, [ she admits, tilting her head in thought, ] but I can take a wild guess why they might think so. Our quirks still aren't fully defined, when most everyone else knows what their powers are and how to build them up.

[ It's annoying, truthfully, that she still doesn't have a grasp on her powers, even after sharing them with their homeroom teacher and practicing on poor Mako-chan whenever she gets the chance. Haru knows exactly who she is - she's known for years - but she still can't seem to reach her full potential, and it bothers her. It really, really bothers her. ]

Oh! [ as if something's just occurred to her - ] But outside of the practical exams, the rumors don't make much sense. We get the same tests as everyone else.
sinceritea: (overwhelmed with what we had)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-07 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ Haru can't help laughing at the thought of anime influencing their peers' thoughts - it's certainly true, to an extent. How many times had she overheard someone insist that so-and-so's quirk was "just like a shounen hero!" or "like that show we watched as kids?". Too many for her to track, even if it seems to bother Akechi. If her powers worked like they did on TV, maybe she would be upset too. As it stands, she can't entirely control what she projects onto others, let alone how their feelings influence her own.

She can, at least, recall just how many of her classmates took anime characters' beliefs and values to heart. So many of them had modeled their attacks, their costumes, their everything after their heroines – it was almost admirable. In terms of how much they loved and in turn, wore that love for all to see.

At his question, she shakes her head, her frown and furrowed brow only growing worse. ]


Not at all. Regardless of what they think about us, they're still preconceived notions, made without either party getting to decide their powers on their own terms. We should get to define our quirks for ourselves, and how we should use them when we graduate and - [ she pauses, her cheeks turning redder at the realization that she had spoken out of turn, with a resolve she hadn't meant to show him, ] Ah. I'm getting ahead of myself.

[ Mostly, she's not sure how he would react to her belief about his powers, how he should be the one to define them for himself. With everyone else, she can at least brush up against them and get a surface-level idea. With Akechi, she thinks back to the blood boiling over from his skin to the pads of her fingers, and she thinks better about touching him again.

So she has to ask, lest she break the charade: ]
Is this... is this because you felt my quirk yesterday, Akechi-kun?
sinceritea: (tonight i'm feeling it all)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-09 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ So her guesses had been half-wrong. Haru blinks back genuine surprise, momentarily pulled from her own thoughts at that confirmation – the future wasn't within his literal grasp. It was all deductions and guesswork, and perhaps a well-timed use of a quirk, to predict everyone's next move. She shouldn't have expected anything less from the next Detective Prince, and yet, this piece of information shifts her worldview.

Just what is his quirk, and why did it let him waltz into her house? Couldn't he have just asked her, if it was something that important? Sure, Haru and Akechi don't talk often, if at all. They're usually partnered with other students for projects, or some other cliques catch their attention during lunch or gym, but they're still classmates. Haru wouldn't have minded. Well, whatever (potentially illegal) truth he's withholding will unravel, and she just hopes it was just too important for him to entrust with a single soul.

At his statement, she glances beside them, giving a slight nod. Right. She's not used to standing so far apart from him, let alone anyone while holding a conversation - for one, they both have to speak up, and for another, it creates a physical and emotional distance. Like they're both trying to hold each other at more than arms' length, and she hates it.

She should be braver than this. She should be able to walk up to him and brush her fingertips against his, or at least put a hand on his shoulder and fear nothing. ]


Yes, of course. [ She takes a seat, crossing her ankles and resting her hands on the desk between them. Her hand may be folded, but she doesn't fear touch. She's not going to, because as far as she's concerned - this will be a friendly conversation. She's going to will it to be, even if she - for the first time - is realizing just how much of a mystery Akechi-kun is. ] I'm sorry for even holding you up this long, but... I had a few things to ask you, if you wouldn't mind hearing me out.

[ No "if you wouldn't mind answering," because she was never meant to see him in the first place. That much is clear from their endless dance, and as tempting as it is to continue, she doesn't want to hold him up forever. Someone has to make the first move, and that has to be her. ]

First... um... [ deep breaths, Haru! Ignore the fidgeting, the way her sweater suddenly feels hotter and heavier! ] I know your quirk doesn't require touch, but mine does. What has everyone told you about it?
sinceritea: (hesitation sets in)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-11 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Once again, Haru learns nothing on the surface. She doesn't know what Father's work entails behind closed doors, though she can guess from media interviews and his increasingly cagey behavior, just as she doesn't know why one of her classmates would be rifling through his things. (Father's things, not hers because Haru, for all of her quiet and secluded mannerisms, has always been an open book.)

She can't help the soft, quiet sigh escaping her lips as she clutches onto her sweater. That line of questioning hadn't worked - and she should've known. Idle gossip and classroom chatter was beneath him, or at least something he pretended was beneath him. Worse, all of her interrogation methods come from TV, and from listening to Mako-chan rant whenever they watch increasingly inane - and apparently inaccurate - procedural dramas. She lacks the knowledge to interrogate someone, let alone drag out that one nugget of information she so desperately wants.

Whatever line she would've chosen next is forgotten at the sound of that tapping, and she flinches, redirecting her focus exactly where he wants them. He's standing in front of her, yet she has to simply touch the space next to her? Not in front? ]


Oh, you're fine. If that's all you require of me for the time being... [ he's not fine, but he's set the tempo, and she's going to lean into that tempo and power through. A real lady would oblige his request, right? She lets go of her sweater, steeling herself for any potential impact or recoil as she extends her arm towards the seat beside her. ] Here goes -

[ She expects to feel nothing. At most, empty air she can bat away, yet, in the blink of an eye, Akechi-kun's moved to that very same seat.

If he only needs his mind to predict the future, then he shouldn't be able to hide his presence like this in plain sight. It's a clever trick; one she wishes she had, when she wants to escape her mandated social outings and grand balls. Intangibility? Invisibility? Some weird combination of the two? Haru twists her lips in confusion, pulling back only so that she doesn't touch his hair, or worse, his face, by accident.

She's never been this close to him, let alone any of their male classmates, before. It's a weird realization, one that makes her breath hitch with uncertainty. ]


Strange. [ she furrows her brow, ] But you did that vanishing trick again. Like it was all one big illusion...
Edited (rip your inbox, i'm v sorrymannerisms, has always been an open book.) She can't help the soft, quiet sigh escaping her lips as she clutches onto her sweater. That line of questioning hadn't worked - and she should've known. Idle gossip and classroom cha) 2019-01-11 08:35 (UTC)
sinceritea: (overwhelmed with what we had)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-18 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Haru falls silent. She feels that growing temptation to apologize, to smooth over her indiscretion with a heartfelt apology. She hadn't meant to unsettle him, let alone sense his presence. Their paths hadn't meant to cross outside of their classroom walls, and she - well, she had meant to force this conversation out of him. That might've been the only purposeful action she had performed in the past 48 hours.

Yet he might just be the first person in a long, long time who's asked her what she wants - even if it's the context of the information she seeks. (No one ever asks. Not even for mundane things. Her wants and needs have always been answered for her, rather than something she has had any agency whatsoever over.)

So she stares back at him, blinking back surprise and trying to regain what remains of her composure. Haru's never been able to hide, not even for a moment, but right now - she kind of wishes she could turn invisible. She can't even manipulate her empathy right. ]


I'm sorry. About the way I made you feel, I mean. [ Because she's not sorry about forcing the truth out of him. ] I just... I want to know what you were doing in Father's office yesterday.

[ No point in dancing around the subject anymore. Haru lays out her last card, shrugging her shoulders in defeat. ]

That's all. Nothing more, nothing less.
sinceritea: (really felt like a trip)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-01-27 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ If Haru wasn't squirming before, she sure is now. Years of scrutiny under Father's gaze - under his judgmental eye, harsh temper, wild mood swings - hasn't bothered her before, but for some reason, Akechi-kun's attention digs under her skin in a way that little else has.

Maybe it's because he questions the illegality of her father's funds, let alone the oddity of his rise through the ranks - or maybe it's because she can't discern his feelings. Whatever it is, she can at least tell that their paths will intersect for a while to come (and not just because they were classmates). ]


No, it hasn't. It's only been in the last few years that Okumura Foods has gained its status and reputation...

[ She tip-toes around her father's activities - for one thing, she doesn't know the specifics. Father's been too careful to give her plausible deniability (and even she can't ignore how his secrecy must've been to protect her). For another, even if Akechi-kun's confirmed her suspicions, she isn't in a position to hand over Father's secrets. Those, one would have to pry over her father's cold body. ]

That said, it has been a family business for generations. Grandfather's vision was, ah, different from what Father created, and in turn... [ she hesitates, before going ahead and saying so - ] I suppose mine will be something else entirely.
sinceritea: (still waking up with thoughts)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-02-04 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Exceed might be a little strong for her dream, though she can understand the sentiment. In business, in any financial undertaking in a capitalistic society, profits are all that matter. The safety of employees, or the quality of life for those under the CEO, are a second thought at best, and considered disposable at worst. Father had never spoken strongly of those working on the ground floor at his burger shops, let alone those designing his marketing campaigns - Instead, he would board himself up in his office and make phone call after phone call, all while insisting it was for her own good.

Haru never understood how the two - her safety and the business's unethical profit - were hand-in-hand, but she couldn't fight her father. Her dream was more humble: a local cafe, with employees who want to be there and who want to support her, and with a menu that everyone loves. A welcoming, comforting atmosphere, and as many flowers as the eye could see.

True, she could open it right now, as one of her Father's vanity projects, but then the world wouldn't take her seriously. She needed to study, to understand how successful cafes operated and maintained both profits and loyalty - and, she supposes, to take advice like Akechi-kun's to heart. The past informs the present, and in turn, the present informs the future.

Yet when he brings up the last lingering mystery, she intertwines her fingers, forcing herself to sit straight. She can't show weakness, even as she's both curious and hesitant. ]


Really? [ she's stumped, but also willing to hear him out - ] And what mystery would that be, Akechi-kun?
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[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-02-12 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Is she really an exception if she's one of the few, poor Aizawa-sensei aside, who's witnessed his quirk enough to call it strange? Haru can't think of any guesses in their class betting pool that were remotely close to right - they had all been off. They all missed the bullseye.

She can't say she's hitting the target either, but she peers at his laptop, skimming the article with curiosity. Even though Akechi's given her permission, Haru still glances back at him before she moves on - ]
Is this okay?

[ she waits for an yes, or something in the affirmative, before diving further, keeping two fingers close to the trackpad and trying her best to stay exactly on the news site. Some of these editors, like a certain Agnes Joubert from Heroes TV, sure have Opinions, and others are simply baffled. She can't blame them. Their own class is baffled, and class 3-A has had the pleasure of working and studying alongside him for the past two years!

At the mention of poor Sensei, Haru laughs, her concentration broken as she shoots a small smile at him. Time after time, she's seen it - complete with Aizawa-sensei's grumbling - and she still has no idea how Akechi manages it. Yet Sensei hasn't threatened to expel him, so he's probably in the clear?

She turns her entire body towards him once she's finished, choosing to face him head-on, and folds her hands in her lap. Once again, Haru's an open book: she wears her heart on her sleeve and uses her powers to ease people. Her father, on the other hand, has more than a few padlocks rattling around, and she'd rather not have prying hands force them open. So she acquiesces. ]


Fair enough. I appreciate your discretion, Akechi-kun. [ she doesn't, but she doesn't seem to have a choice. ] As to that educated guess... I don't see why not. I wouldn't make heads or tails of it on my own.
sinceritea: (overwhelmed with what we had)

[personal profile] sinceritea 2019-03-03 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ So he had figured her out again.

Haru exhales, allowing herself some momentary relief. She had planned to tell him earlier, back when she had said that her quirk required touch, literal skin-to-skin contact, for anything to unfold. Despite that, however, she refused to wear gloves. She told herself she would power through; long sweaters and tights would be enough. Clearly it hadn't, given that she's with Akechi discussing her quirk, but the thought had been nice.

Most people didn't pay her much attention, and she liked the feel of metal keys, of their wooden desks, of even pencils held between her fingers to think about additional fabric to separate her from the world.

But he had suggested a curious theory, and like a naive kitten, Haru would tug on those strings until something unravels.

She nods, her expression softening: ]
Right. My quirk is all about empathy - about feeling what a person does every time I touch them. Like a living lie detector, I guess? I can demonstrate it again, but if what you experienced yesterday is a first...

[ a dangerous first, given his line of work. No wonder he had been spooked...

Of course, she holds back on some aspects: namely, manipulation, and the few times she had managed to lessen someone's pain through sheer willpower. Haru can't control those. It wouldn't make sense to bring them up, unless again, he had already suspected such a thing. ]


Then I suspect that it may be for the best to hold back for the time being.